Well it rained again today as well as yesterday, but I could no longer stay indoors so we (my husband and son) decided to visit my in-laws who are visiting from Florida and since it's Father's Day we got something for my Father-in-law. I helped my son make a Father's Day Card for his dad which he loved, I also got him a card. However I really wanted to get him a new ipod headset but the store clerk said that they were sold out. He was a little disappointed and so was I. He's been complaining that he can only hear from one side of the headphone for weeks. I'll definitely check again this week to see if they are back in stock. It's really not my fault he is so picky about that particular kind. We had lunch by my in-laws and then went to do some shopping at Wal-mart. I got some party favors for my son's upcoming birthday on Tuesday and some grocery (which is so expensive now). Anyway, as we were leaving the rain came pouring down and we were drenched from head to toe. Well, Father's Day usually reminds me more of my Dad, who passed over two years ago and although it's supposed to be a very happy day I still miss my dad and wish he was still here. But life is such, I can't complain otherwise. It is great to see my husband and my son together, he adores him so much. He is a great father and husband.
Is it Jealousy?
I don't have many friends because as soon as I started to open up about my life I feel that they think I have it set. Which is not true at all. I mean, I am not in a terrible situation when it comes to finances or marriage or work. I do have an ok life nothing special, I do work hard and take care of my family but there are many day-to-day ups and downs that I have to sort through. I don't have the perfect life and never will but maybe people see this differently. Now, I hardly talk about my personal life unless I really know that person and don't get any strange vibes from them. I don't feel that I am in competition with anyone, if you have a great family, job etc. great for you, I am happy for anyone who's had accopmlishments. But somehow people don't see that, they are busy comparing notes on who has the better life. Immature, I think so! Who can be trusted? beats me! All I say friends come and go, they are not worth it if they can's see who I truly am.
Growing Up
Well Finals are over and well I am still waiting for my grade, I am kinda anxious to see what I got. My son's birthday was Tuesday, he turned the "big five", he was pretty excited. Wednesday was his last day of pre-school, I don't think he fully understands that he wouldn't be going to that school anymore. The teachers and assistants were great. I am kinda looking forward to him starting Kindergarten, and at the same time a little nervous. I'm sure it'll take some time getting used to. My husband plans to take some days off to take him and pick him up. He has come a long way since he started pre-school. I was worried at first when he was about three, he didn't speak much that others can understand and then he started pre-school and it made all the difference. We almost didn't take him, mostly because he was so clingy and not fully potty trained and we taught he was still too young. Here we are 2 years later and loves to write, color, read and ask millions of questions.
